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10th , trust

wanted to your ideal girlf ,

changing no matter how hard yet

end of the day you actually wanted the chlovelle you first knew.

felt like a fool ,

everything's over.

ytd your words are really killing ,

afraid that you'll leave me after i gave you everything ,

your tone scares me .

maybe i'm paranoid ,

i don't know.

i only know we don't talk much except quarrels ,

how are we gonna survive a lifetime without communication ?

thinking all night in bed about my life , with you in it.

i know i need you , you're the one.

i start to pay close attention to your every move ,

you accidentally sent me the text you're gonna sent to your mum ,

i thought you were going somewhere & not telling me ,

at that point , i was caught in a turmoil ,

i knew what i could do is not expose you ,

not ask about your whereabouts ,

to prevent quarrels ,

to not let you think that i want to control you.

till you called me just now ,

i relieved you're home ,

relieved that i was thinking too much .

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty despite you're fat or without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.