my intuition tells me you start to change ,
when we're at the library just now ,
i'm jealous like i never did.
you even ask me to let you sit in between me and her.
although your aim is to teach her ,
but i really felt damn jealous ,
i know i'm sensitive ,
but seeing my beloved being so close to my friend ,
it really sucks ,
then i try to cover my jealousy by keeping quiet ,
i try not to attitude you ,
i did everything i could to show you i'm not jealous.
i felt that you no longer yearn to meet me alrd ,
i can't feel or see that you long to meet me ,
you'll either say you're tired or you're busy ,
till i ask you to meet me ,
in the past , you'll always long to meet me ,
but now , it's me that is always asking you to meet me.
why ?
i have got so much why in my head.
the way we text , the way we talk ,
it's just like reporting to each other instead of
texting because we miss each other.
my heart hurts ,
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